Hey, Elene and family. My prayers, thoughts and love continue to be with you. I've been meaning to e-mail or call for a while, so at last, here it is. I haven't been by to visit y'all for a while since I realized that my physical presence couldn't begin to mitigate your pain. But that doesn't mean that I think of you less, or miss either of you or Jamie any less. In fact I still catch myself looking for Jamie in the child care when I get to church.

The image of Jamie that really stands out to me is when we went hiking at Easter. I think Elene and I have already talked about what a great day that was and how beautiful Jamie was on the hike. He was so enthusiastic about hiking, and kept up with the adults. I think he went at least a couple of miles more than the adults, since he wanted to take
every "short cut" available (which were generally quite a bit longer than the trail). Then we went to breakfast and he was totally open to trying those blueberry things (I can't remember the name). I was so impressed the whole morning at his joy and enthusiasm for everything around him, with no fear of trying new foods, blazing a new path,
checking out the trees on the trail, whatever.

The part that impressed me most about that morning was that he wanted to share his blueberry things with me. He really didn't know me that well, but was so certain to separate one for me before he even began eating. I was so impressed that such a little human had complete consideration of the people around him. I think he was even concerned that I not wait too long to eat it, in case it got cold. What beautiful,
pure love for others.

Thanks so much bringing him into our lives. I continue to send out lots of love and prayers to you and all my hopes that you will find peace and joy again, despite the void that will never be filled. Jamie lived his life with peace and joy and wants nothing less for you, the people that taught him to love. 

Your friend,

Melanie